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Monday, August 16, 2004

Converging Happiness

anyone who read the above title will sure get confuse and blur... dunno wad it means... well, as i was studying for 3D trigo, i came across the word converge... then i tot of converging happiness as happiness fading away... and this is my current situation...

recently dun feel like talking to anyone... nobody... not even my closest frens... i dunno wad happen to me... maybe under some sort of depression... but i also dunno wad's the cause of sudden silence that suddenly attack me... it's like i'm totally different now...

the me now is like avoiding everyone... maybe not everyone... but my close frens lo... i dunno why... it''s weird i know... and i too, want to know why... haiz... wonder when wil this be away.. gone... i'm not just me...

today had physics test... as usual, it flopped... not surprising anymore le... wad's the use of studying so hard and i dun even understand a damn question on any of the 6 pages of test paper... i'm really sick and tired of studying for tests which i'll still fail in the end... is this wad jc life is about??? consisting of red marks on result slips??? realli pissed with myself for being so stupid and dumb...

well, tmr is maths test... and i'm all ready to fail the test agn... sound perssimisstic rite... well... i've no choice... the 8 months in jc have mould me to be like that and i've to accept this cruel truth...
*pissed with life, pissed with everything*


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