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Thursday, November 11, 2004

...WhyDoIMissThoseDays?...

today went shopping with him... feeling weird la... i realli treat him as a fren only... i swear... but there's this funny feeling that's like growing, evolving inside of me... and it's like i started to miss the happy moments we used to spend...

today... we've walked along orchard road for the first time as frens... the road, the journey is still the same... but our relationship has changed... but actually, i hope that everything is the same...

i miss the days when u dun call me by my name
i miss the days when u dun just walk beside me
i miss the days when our conversation isn't so dry
i miss the days when i can rely on you
i miss the days when i don't leave orchard alone

but those days have passed... and i felt this sudden pain inside of me... why? i oso dunno how to explain... it's like this matter has been over for 9 months le... haven i gone over it already? or am i just deceiving myself? can someone enlighten me? i'm so confused...

and i just break down... i really cant take this pain, this confusion anymore... really cant...


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