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Friday, November 26, 2004

...TiredOfEverything...

what has gotten into me?
in the past, i definitely will not do the things i dont like to do...
not even when im being forced to...
but now...

everything just seems to be going the wrong way...
i've actually joined a competition which i dun have any idea abt...
i've actually joined a cca which i dunno anything abt it...
and accidentally (or maybe by luck), i just became the secretary...

everything is just so weird...
the more i think, the more ridiculous it gets...

although i went for almost every meeting and shootings,
i practically did nothing for the project...
please... i dun even know how to use the video cam lor...
so why am i in this competition?
and only getting myself pissed off... and tired in the end...

just have this sudden urge to quit...
to get away from this competition...
and maybe to quit ava...
forcing myself to stay will just demoralise me...
making me having less confidence in myself...
and also... make myself more miserable...

this holiday... is the worst and most miserable holiday of my life...
i've nv been so unhappy...

should i stay or should i just quit ? ? ?


10:39 PM
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