Saturday, June 02, 2007
it's June. how fast..indeed. time flies. it's already June 2007. but things are pretty much the same for me.
went through 2 semesters in uni. not much dif from jc life, except that i din fail as frequently. which is good. stress wise. able to cope with it better too.
but depressing moments still exist. guess noone can escape from these times, no matter how cheerful or optimistic one is.
it's June. May has passed like any other months. another of my deadline has reached. but nothing changes. i hope for miracle to happen every next-day. but my next-day(s) is always like any other days. and my deadlines are not "dead" at all. cos im always extending it. hais. im always determined at first, telling myself to give up after when when when. but the "when" never comes, cos im too useless to give up.
it's the same this time round. end of may. i told myself. wells. nth changes. have set another deadline for me to hold on to, for me to look forward to. im determine. but guess it's only for now. when the day comes, i'll jus forget about my own deal and would wanna try again. think my besties have already given up on me le bahx. im sorry. i dun mean to make you guys worry de. but hope you all understand that it's not so easy. hais.
will this be the last deadline im giving myself?
等待会改变什么吗？
*i need some enlightenment*
*beginning my nonsense again*
2 more days to listenting test. 4 more days to oral exam. 6 more days to results. 11 more days to spanish paper. how much suck-i-er can life be?
this week have been staying at home. i like staying at home cos got mama's food and all the crapping with mama and sis. and tv of cos! staying in hall has made me realised the importance of family. not that i din know that in the past. but just that i feel it more now. it's a good thing la. cos i'll treasure them more more more!
mama papa and mei-meis, i love u all! :D
12:40 AM
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